I am my own worst enemy. I’m having another one of those late nights. Tried and tried to sleep, finally just got back up. So what do I do, eat tootsie rolls and powdered donuts. Now I really feel crappy. I don’t know I think I’m ever going to lose weight like that.

I’ve got to learn to deal with stress in another way. My husband is suppose to be home from Florida next Monday. Three weeks is just too long. Now he’s in the hospital down there. He says he is doing fine. My sister in law says they think he had a mini stroke. Our realtor called tonight about the house and told me he was sorry to hear Alex was doing so bad. I don’t know what to think.

I haven’t told mom that he is in the hospital. The doctor verified for sure today she does have leukemia. That’s enough to deal with for one day.

I feel like I have a migraine coming on. I sure hope not. When I get one of those, I can’t even get out of bed. I usually take a pill before they get bad…that makes it tolerable…but I’m out. Well, at least if I can’t get out of bed, I can’t eat…..that’s good for my weight loss.

Guess I’m going to go fix myself a cup of that sleeptime tea and see if that does any good.