Lack of Focus or Priorities

I am having a hard time focusing and setting any priorities. I feel as though I am not that far away from being fairly successful on the web and have been putting a ton of time into it. I think I have been spreading myself out a bit much though.

Work & Social Interaction

Its dumb to work longer. Its smart to work smarter. I also have no separation between personal and work life <--- this can become a big problem if I am not careful. I have little social interaction other than which occurs in ASCII code. One good thing about my current setup is that if shitty stuff ever happens then at least I probably caused it.

The Roommate

I am certain I need to focus a bit more. My roommate got out of the navy not that long ago (AND BEING IN THE NUCLEAR NAVY FUCKING SUCKS) so he has been taking it slow and going to his moms and sisters almost every week.

Dinner

He cooked a couple asian dishes so far. To my surprise I actually liked tofu. I was certain that it was way to healthy for me to actually like it.

I think I want to make a recipie site for the stuff he cooks when he really gets into it. I already have a really fun site name picked out.

Lacking Drive

This blog is kinda in a state of limbo though, because I just do not see my physical health as being that much of a priority right now.

In the past I had many aweful horrific experiences which drove me at a rage and anger animalistic type level. I no longer have that and it is somewhat hard for me to find natural motivation and I do not feel like trying to introduce artificial stuff into my life.

I do not want to say that I am content, just that I lack proper drive and focus. Perhaps some Ginko Biobla, Ginseng, vitamins, and maybe sleeping during the dark hours would help me.

I am not necissarily depressed, but just feel kinda numb