I just got an email from my sister, Doreen. She is coming home to visit on March 15th. I have to pick her up at O’Hare airport. (I hate driving in Chicago) I havent seen her since my dad’s death which was 4 years ago today. She is rather a drama queen so I’m hoping I can withstand it all for 6 days.

I’m excited to see her but also embarrassed. She has always been a size 6. Although I think she got down to a 4 when she was having trouble with her teeth. Here I am…..bigger than a cow. She is going to be shocked to see how much weight I’ve gained. (And I’ve even lost over 20 lbs since she’s seen me last) There’s no hope in losing all this weight in 15 days. (I’m feeling stressed and want to head for the candy.)