hehehe

So there have been lots of changes in Aaronland…or maybe few, other than the passage of time, ending of winter, and me paying my way out of a bunch of evil debt.

I think a large part of my problems are:

• my work is one of physical inactivity
• work does not require me to leave the house
• I was heavily in debt
• I was challenged to find a functional business model
• typically I care more about helping people than creating profits
• I send money to relatives & others, which is an additional financial strain
• most the time I am rather introverted (except when drunk or talking about the web)
• I run many blogs and moderate at many forums - time consuming
• I have low serotonin levels, which means generally I ALWAYS eat seconds, and thirds
• I crave sugar often
• I have not been eating vegetables. prettymuch never have
• turned 25 and metabolism slowed
• no longer hate life and generally do not exercise 3 hours a day to let out aggression like I did in the past
• am typically rather self destructive and eating is an easy destructive outlet
• generally fail to see the purpose of life

With all that being said today I weighed in at 239, which is my all time least ideal weight.

Today is April 7th, and I am leaving for Coachella on the 29th. The goal is to lose 30 pounds by the time I leave. I would like to weigh less than that, but I have to set a somewhat realistic / achievable goal. I also just got my taxes figured out with an accountant, and things are not as rosey as they seemed hehehe. Maybe I can use that as motivation to need an aggressive outlet.