Here I am sleepy but awake. I hate these kind of nights. I laid in bed for about an hour….couldn’t take looking at the clock anymore and got up. Sitting here munching on Jalapeno Pringles and drinking a diet coke. What a combination~~

I bought a couple of new cd’s that are suppose to help u sleep. The one with the ocean waves just makes me want to go on vacation. I love the water. I’m going to take my mom to see her sister out east in the spring. I should get some ocean time in then. I still haven’t been deep sea fishing in my life.

When I can’t sleep like this…I’m always so groggy the next day and can’t seem to make myself go to the gym. It’s like I’m on a self destuct path. At least I’ve put the top back on the pringles. It made me feel bad, typing about weight loss …and eating junk food.

I just talked to a friend that is coming up this way on June 2nd…..that should be an incentive to get some weight off. Knowing me though, I’ll make an excuse and won’t go. I’m so good at doing that.

I’m going to go lay on the couch and watch tv…that should put me to sleep. That way I can wake up with a crink in my neck in the morning. I’ll have to weigh which is worst…sleeplessness …or a sore neck.

Good night all!!